busy. stressed. madly. crazy.
work is crazy. school's madly.
and i'm totally stressed out!

o'wells... to someone like me who bothers about almost everything.
it is just oh so taxing! seriously... sometimes i wonder... how does everyone do it?
teach me!!!

i'm trying very hard to not think about what others are thinking or saying.
just do my best... and hope for the best.
i'm always the one who cares too much about comments and stuff... and therefore, i am always the one who spend the most time doing stuff to impress people... and ensure that people don't say anything bad about me. yeapp... and when i'd really tried my best... and people still talks.
TADAAA! that's when the madness in me comes in!

that's me. very me indeed.
timho told me yesterday that i really need to get hold of myself and do what's right.
don't push myself too hard. just do what i think it is right.
yup. i'm just gonna give myself more confidence and tell myself... I'M DOING ALRIGHT. DON'T EVER GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYONE.

yupp.. sigh... pathetic isnt it?
i do hope i can remove this stigma out soon. :(
if i continue doing so... it wont affect anyone but myself.. it will only be stressing out myself at the end of the day. yeap... :(((