oh well, today marks my 2 years working in this company.
no special feelings. no good news yet.
well, i ought to be extra vigilent now. i can't afford to lose anymore concentrations.
things are getting more and more competitive and people are acting more aggressively now.
poutx. i should work harder! lets get this moving!

the 2 years here bring tears and happiness at the same time.
well, you can say that i'm one emotional biatch. but seriously, who doesn't have feelings?
thank goodness! i have kind people around me everyday. but recently... for some reason it seems like we are in World war II kind situation.
you feel the tension. your shoulder feels heavy everyday.
yup. that's exactly how i feel right now.

the 2 years here didnt bring you any much relieves. you work hard but there still questions pointing back to you that makes your mind constantly pondering: what's next? what's next? the more you contribute... you just expect something in return. well... is this what it should be? or that people nowadays are getting more demanding now?

I happened to browse through some high traffic jobseeking websites and I was really surprised to know that there are so many offers outside right now. wow. tempting isn't it.

should i persevere? or run away?