Monday, November 30, 2009
the start of school term isn't helping my life works any easier.its all shit! Yes, the pros of it is that you get to know more friends which help makes your life better in class... more friends = better in sch work (lol)
but as one of my classmates asked "how did you manage to deal with work-school-bf altogether at this moment? isn't it tough?" I was telling him how lucky I am to have a boyfriend who's kind of standing in the same shoe as I am at this moment... also someone who is able to understand me best... and be always there for me whenever I'm in trouble. And just as my words went out... I have got no idea what went wrong earlier.My boyfriend seems troubled with his school work, having not enough time to tuitor and do his revisions at the same time... I understand his frustrations... but I don't know if he could sense how helpless I'm feeling right now. The bloody broken camera just had to die on us during our Bintan trip... I need it fixed before mom finds out on my bro's wedding. Sigh. I feel like as though I might break down any time. Really. I don't know why... but why is he thinking like as though I'm asking him to do everything! Matter of fact, I don't! I really really really appreciate every single things he had done for me. REALLY. But apart from just saying it.... what else can I do to have him understand that?Just so upset with the current money, time & work issues. My life really sucks at this very moment. Why am I even experiencing such stuff at the age of 23? Give me some life PLEASE!xoxoEmo-girl
11/30/2009 11:26:00 PM
