it is all so true. guys will never change because of you.
he's so inconsistent. and i'm all so restless and unsettled. his sweetness can only last for a week. yes. just one week.
i feel like one soulless widow whenever he's in camp. apart from the normal routined night calls, there's simply no other communications between us. i know he loves me. i know he dotes me. But does he seriously know what i want/ need?
