一月也过的太快了吧！

一转眼又领到新水啦！

哈哈哈！

好闷啊！ 日子怎么会过的那么闷呢？

我得尽快想一些新玩儿来逗自己开心了！

工作最近都很忙又累！给我一点活路走好吗？

这个周末真的好想自己一个人静静的过哦。

我真的是累了。

大概是用了太多脑筋去想那些有的没的东西。

不再去想了！ 反正，对方也没在烦恼啊！

我们大概是太习惯对方了吧。

Cuzzie wei (Drummer), future da sao Lin Lin (Guitarist) and my elder bro (Lead Singer).

am on my own now.

yupp. my partner is gone.

it just happened on monday.



and it took me a few more days to finally face the truth... that hey! he is really gone.

from now onwards, i need to be on my own.

be confident with myself. he won't be there to encourage nor help you already.

so... be by urself.



he is really a superb motivator. really.

sometimes, i treat him like my brother. a partner. or even a rival.

well well well. without him now... i guess i have to keep maintaining my Q.C. on my own.

watch out. or i will be next. (sigh)

News these days just got flooded with Obama's everywhere. lol.
read an article today on straits times about something called BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder). eww... people with that gets excessively preoccupied by an imagined or minor defect in his physical features!

hahahaa! for a minute i thought i was one of them! lol.

and checking its warning signs... here it goes:

• checking mirrors frequently (YES!)
• changing clothes often and/ or shopping compulsively (MAYBE!)
• spending excessive amounts of time grooming (NOPE!)
• picking at one's skin (NOPE! I think MJ does! LOL.)
• wearing too much make-up (NOPE!)
• refusing to appear in pictures (NOPE!)
• avoiding social situations (NOPE!)

phew!!! heng ahhhh.... hahahaa!!!

It is wednesday. And im still feeling down over monday's incident.

well... I should really learn to be less emotional.

Get over it, please!

fridays.
i just love fridays.

whenever friday comes, i just know im gonna see him again.
and of course... it also means 'stop working so hard today!'
lol.

in today's entry, i wanna write something more about my family. :)
something more personal...

as cny is nearing, and somehow i started realising how great my parents have been.
with a dad who cares nothing but his family. and put in all his earnings to build up this home.
and mind ya, he din't even leave any savings for himself. it is really since after i started working, and through slow observations... i managed to oversee on how my family system works. it made me realise how 'wei da' my parents have been. lol. and with my mom, who comes back after work, spending most of her evenings on laundries and preparing dinners.
well, all i have to say is that i feel so blessed with having best mom and dad around! heeee :)

Happy CNY to all! :D

Old people always says "young punks nowadays just can't possibly be patient enough".
well, to a certain extent... i do understand how it feels now.
am like any other young punks on earth.
been wondering...
how long do i need to wait...
to become someone like 'blar- blar- blar'.

and as always, no one can ever answer that question. ever.

well, stop sulking!
work hard. work smart.
your question will be answered soon.
(smiles)

there goes those little hair clips into my little black bin.

I DONT NEED hair clips ANYMORE!!!! :)

there goes 2008... and here comes 2009.