to think about it. i should be grateful to have found this job. the current company im working at.
yupp. remember those nightmares i've been getting back at those wingtai days hurh??? lol.
at least, i dont get nightmares about work now. yupp. just keep going!!! things are getting better now. (smiles)

better salary. good location (damn near my house). better jobscope.
keep going!!!!! everywhere's the same. you will always get to meet nasty peeps. they are everywhere. so dont get discouraged. dont be demoralised. everyone's going through the same old nasty people. keep moving. nothing's impossible.

we are indeed living happily ever after all the time. it depends on how exactly you look into it.
how you analyse your day every night. yupp. In summary, it is just how you see yourself in the mirror! Your own reflection.

It has been on my mind for months everytime i read my close friends' blogs. wow. why does everyone seems to be living off so happily... so fun? what's going on?
then, i realised that i have not been looking around my surroundings close enough. not appreciating every single praises and joy to the max. haaa!!
and guess what?

im living off happily ever after like everyone does now! :)

so, if your mind is thinking like what i was some months ago...
HEY!!! start widening your eyes around now!!! stop frowning!!! there's tons of good stuff outside your window!!! :)

ohh! before i forget! i will post timho's birthday celebration and our genting pics soon!!! :D

to be continued.

no one says it's easy. in fact, it has never been easy in the first place at all.
somehow, i am beginning to feel that a relationship is not just a relationship.
it includes alot of many other other factors in there.

i dont know about it until yesterday.

haa! dumb-o-me right?! i know. i think so too.
there's practically so much stuff to consider about.
about others. about yourself. about the other party.
it is not just plainly you-him-live-happily-ever-after.

well... what should i do now...
hoping so much to stop thinking about all these, but... i can't.

what is life all about? how do you even make sure that your life is getting better?
if you believe in god, then where do you think god is bringing you to?
there's always so many questions in my head. almost everyday.

i ve always believe that everything, every issues in my life tells me something. teaches me something. but somewhere somehow now, i questioned myself "so what have you learnt so far? so what that you have learnt something?"

so what? life still goes on. it arent gonna wait for you to like it.
yupp. that's life.

life is indeed short.
days. weeks. months. years. just flew by like this.
you will always feel good looking back at your calendar with a sense of satisfaction.
wearing a grin on your face and say "wow. dint expect to have accomplish so much stuff hurh?"

despite how much you've been yearning to get over your days weekly... you are still working on your own things. working things out for your future. so what does that conclude then?

o' well it all summarize to no matter how bad your days are or how fantastic it is, you just dont have a choice. You have to stick and live with it. so, wont it be better sticking with it with a smile than frowning at it hurh? hehh* yupp.

i would rather smile it all off and live happily ever after. wahahahahahhh!!!

my life seems so blue lately.
unlucky. lousy. sleepy. boring. lazy.

it's gonna be 11am soon, and guess what? I've hardly touched anything since 8.30am.
so distracted with my after-6pm programme. lol.
boy was sick since the beginning of the week and had high fever last night.
was sent back home with an mc :)

cant wait to see him. sighh.
why cant the clock ticks any faster?

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lost moi card holder yesterady while i was on my way back home from work.
BOOO. ultra sway!
made a trip down to interchange, hoping that the bus driver could help retrieve my precious card holder (sobb...) oh well. dint had such luck yesterday. zzz.

and so, am announcing that my precious card holer is gone!!! =_=