Been discussing with my colleague like almost everyday.
About how sucky work has been these days.
Every words certainly holds some weight of sarcasm in it.
It is never ending. haaa.

Not meaning 'bitching around' is harmful.
In fact, it relieve one's mind after every bitching session.
Hehh. The sense of satisfaction after every session.. muahahahaaa. (wink**)

However, it dampens one's moral and motivation after each session.
well... I'm sure everywhere's the same.
It really depends how positive you think, yea?

So from now on, I needa start thinking POSITIVELY!!! :)
Positive about everything.

P.S. I used to be very optimistic okay. It's all becos of the emo-timho! The culprit who has been transferring the pessi-virus to me. muahahhaaaaa. blame him! blame him! hohohoho!!

Work. seems never ending.
Family. well, my younger bro is giving us problems again.
Boyfriend. he isnt being mature enough to make things easier for me.

What is my life suppose to be? Like this?

Why are the people around me, even my loved ones, arent making things easier for me?!!

WHY.

I wanna do everything to make me happy now. Had enough. Just let me be.
I just wanna be myself.

Read this article from some magazine... and it is exactly what's going on to us.

Read on...

The honeymoon period is over and the nagging's about to start.
Here are five simple steps to keep her happy.

1) Say "I LOVE YOU" Like you really mean it.
When you'be been together for longer than you can recall, the vernacular of the relationship can get pedestrain. Imagine hearing the refrain: "I'm off to work!! Love you!" every morning before you dart out of the house. No matter how much you really mean it, it is still going to sound like it came from a tape recorder. Sometimes, all it takes is a little pause, a slight tempering of your voice and- this is a must- a gentle look into our eye, and you've got us charmed for good measure. Remember this isn't the magic phrase to everything, butt it does sound magical when you really mean it.

2) Think about us when you're away.
At the risk of sounding needy, we sometimes think that when your actions stop, so does your love. Because when the love first started, we couldn't get you to stop SMS-ing us every three minutes. Now the only message we get is: " C U @ 7?" Short of saying you've starting to take us for granted, we really need to feel the lurve again. And it doesn't take a lot of effort. See something that reminds you of us? SMS and tell us. Spot a gift that you think we might like even though there's no occasion for it? Buy it (unless it's a vacuum cleaner). Small gestures go a long way to tell us we are on your minds.

3) Do like you did... Even if it's for a day.
Remind us again- why did we fall in love with you? It could have been your spontaneity (2am drive out to see the stars), your splendid surprises (baubles that looked like the stars) or even your sarky humour (that made us laugh till we saw stars). Whatever it was that got us hook, line and stinker, flash that charm of yours once in a while and grumbling will ease.

4) Groom yourself.
We might not be visual creaturesm but it really baffles us how you could be bothered to shower, shaveand put on a clean shirt when we first started dating, only a degenerate into a slob as the relationship progressed. To make matters worse, you start complaining about how we take ages to get ready. Maybe it's wise to use that waiting time to clean up your act, including ironing your crumpled tee, spraying on some cologne, trimming your nails and combing your hair?

5) Remember our birthday and anniversary.
Enough said.

the moment we have been waiting for since last week.

to see each other again on fri.

that bloody friday.



God knows moi work will end so late!

Gosh! it almost toss our hopes away!!



Saturday morning wasnt any better.

Misunderstood each another's intentions.

mann, sometimes communications can get so baddd!! >.<

and luckily, my mom savage it all. muahahaaaa. my mom rocks!! :P



fortunately, things got better after we cool-ed down.

hehh! guess we are really getting better in this!

haaa!! no probs with arguements after another now!! LOL.



well'o well... we had a super long weekend this time round.

Both of us took leave on monday :) hehh!

so we spent national day, sunday and monday together last week!

(smile) love it!



hmm.. poor boy wont be that lucky this week.
gonna have his duty on friday, and can only be out on saturday :(
well well well... gotta think of some ways to occupy my friday thenn.. haaa**

bloody hell. i cant wait to get out of work today.
f**kin' peeps just love keeping quiet to keep their butt away from junk work.

and guess what?! i had to take em' all.

feel like im always helping people with their work. and nv had enough time to complete mine's.
what's this? i hate it!!!

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE and let me finish my stuff ya?!

DAMN!

today's our 13th month together.
hehh**

happy 1 year 1 month, dearie!!! :)
thanks for everything.

all i wanna say is "THANK GOD I FOUND YOU"
(smile)

to think about how we got together. how we know each other.
so unbelievable! loll.
never thought we will end up together. even my best friend (Joelle) thought so too!
lol. well... its all destined.

yeap.

can you predict what's next hurhh?
shhhh!! i dont wanna know! dont tell me HOR!
hahhaaa!

looking forward for more weekends with TIMO!!! MUAHAHAAAA!!!