i feel as though i hv no 'active' friends now.


what's the point of having so many friends ehz?


when you really need one.. none appeared.


was talking to hebemon that night... sad to say...yeaa.. where's all my friends?


been busy all these while.. n when i finally stopped and looked around for friends.. they werent there.





am i the one who's drifting away..
or you, the one who's trying to drift further away.


you were the one who told me 'friends care for each other'..
and now.. i guess im not even your friend ehz.?
coz i feel like ya treatin' me so coldly. so shitly.


you treat every other friends the same.
i know.
but now... i felt as though im the outdated friend ehz.
a friend that you don wanna be with anymore. not anymore.


well... if that is it.. then have fun hangin' out with your 'new' friend ehhz.


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was travelling back home alone last night.
turned on my shuffle.


started listening... and there.. my fav. song comes in. 死性不改
mind ya.. i've been learning this cantonese song for some time and guess what.?


i only understand it last night. on the train.


it seems so 'me'.


last night's feast and ice-cream melted right away. went wasted.


there goes my mooood. BOO***


tell you what.. pleaseee don't leave me alone doing nothing ehhz. i'll start thinking.. n thinking.. n thinking...