sometimes.. it really makes me wonder alot..
the old motto that's been kept in my museum reappears again.

i used to carry this thinking that.. whenever you r at ur best happiest moment.. it means that something really bad is gonna happen. and yeaa.. today is the suckiest day ever. godd.. please get me out of heree.. im sufferin'!!!

i ve never been so furious before. was so furious that i trembled while tellin' my friend what happened an hour ago.

zz.. update later.. bye