wonderful saturday..

had a shitty week.. but well.. i've got wonderful saturday! (smilez)

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at night i told myself
to like
to care
to think
seems like a tiring chore

y not try to be blind
be deaf
be senseless
does that makes me feel better?

not think far
be pessimistic
think of the worse
does that makes me feel happier?

if he's mine. he'll get himself bundled up to a gift.. delivered to me on my doorstep.
hahaz.. if he isnt suppose to be mine. loll. friends forever thenn!! hahahaaaz.

yesterday.. seems so illusionary.. it should just remain blurred.