Life goes on as usual.. and if u ask me "how have you been?" well.. i'll answer:" as usual..." for donnoe whatever reason.. my world seems so blue.. so dark.
and i've even been thinking about some saddish stuff.. like erhmm [[what will happen if my parents leave me alone in this world?]],[[ what will happen if i die earlier than them?]],[[ what will happen if i just die suddenly..]]. doesnt sounds like me ehhz..
i've got no idea why am i thinking all those unnecessary stuff. it turns my mood upside down.. and there was once, i even cried while thinking about it. zzzzz.. (i'm a crybaby) lol.
had a haircut this afternoon.. and while the hairstylist was washing and massaging my hair.. i felt soooo relaxed. really let down everything and my brain started saying:" i've been going through so much stuff recently.. i feel so stress!" and guess what? hmm.. i felt so much happier after that. phew!!
don worry!!! i can do it! i'm the man!!!!
before i finish off.. heheheee!! i've pre-ordered my S.H.E album!! have u pre-ordered urs? LOL!