Monday, November 30, 2009
the start of school term isn't helping my life works any easier.
its all shit! Yes, the pros of it is that you get to know more friends which help makes your life better in class... more friends = better in sch work (lol)
but as one of my classmates asked "how did you manage to deal with work-school-bf altogether at this moment? isn't it tough?" I was telling him how lucky I am to have a boyfriend who's kind of standing in the same shoe as I am at this moment... also someone who is able to understand me best... and be always there for me whenever I'm in trouble.
And just as my words went out... I have got no idea what went wrong earlier.
My boyfriend seems troubled with his school work, having not enough time to tuitor and do his revisions at the same time... I understand his frustrations... but I don't know if he could sense how helpless I'm feeling right now. The bloody broken camera just had to die on us during our Bintan trip... I need it fixed before mom finds out on my bro's wedding. Sigh. I feel like as though I might break down any time. Really. I don't know why... but why is he thinking like as though I'm asking him to do everything! Matter of fact, I don't! I really really really appreciate every single things he had done for me. REALLY. But apart from just saying it.... what else can I do to have him understand that?
Just so upset with the current money, time & work issues. My life really sucks at this very moment. Why am I even experiencing such stuff at the age of 23? Give me some life PLEASE!
xoxo
Emo-girl
11/30/2009 11:26:00 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Oh! Can you believe it? CHRISTMAS IS FINALLY COMING!
mann... since the beginning of November, I was already preparing the christmas songs and decorations for the stores. How refreshening it is hurh?
One thing I've got to say is "KUDOS to the decorations along Orchard Road!"
3 words for it: Amazing! Enchanting!! Pretty!!!
Well... November's ending soon! Time's running out!
Start jotting down your wish list... shopping list and where to hang out on Christmas eve! =)
IM-SO-LOVING-CHRISTMAS! WOOHOO!
11/24/2009 04:31:00 PM
"EXAMS' OVER!!!"
THANK GOD ITS OVER!!!
"WOOOHOOOOO!!!"
"OLEH-OLEH-OLEH-OLEH..."
I promised myself to focus more at work once exams are over. And Yup! I'm doing my part well now! =) Exams can get really torturous at times... zzz. The pressure to absorb all the info from the lecture notes can turn u nuts! LOL. I just hope my hard work is able to put it off well for this paper though. Afterall, I'VE DONE MOI BEST!!!!
Next big thing up for this month is.............our BINTAN TRIP!
woohooo!!! can't wait! can't wait! Geez.
Just 2 more days to go! HOORAYYY!!
P.S. I've been monitoring the weather in Bintan lately too. Here's what I've found!
*Let us keep our fingers crossed and hope that the weather remains as sunny as everrrr~ hehx!
11/24/2009 09:54:00 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
lalalalaa... Guess what? Im still in SIM, waiting for my poor dearie to rush his way to pick me up :( poor him! Finished his tuition, sent his parents home and came all the way to SIM to pick me up. No idea why, but I just find him being sweeter and sweeter to me each day. well, how can i take so long to realise how nice a boyfriend he is all these while hurh? Okay... Shall stop praising him, else he'll get all-so-proud with himself. Lol.
Well, glad to have attended today's lesson. I can say its the most fruitful lesson i've ever had! Like FINALLY! I've got all my questions resolved! Phew! At least i have a clearer direction to mug at now. Yupp! Gonna take this weekend seriously and mug all daaa way!
Oh! Thanks to Phoonie's forwarded emails, I won a pair of tickets to the movie premiere of 2012! hehhh~ Can't wait to watch the movie tomorrow! Yoohoooooo!!! Thanks a million, Phoonie! =)
11/10/2009 10:16:00 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
I know... I've been MIA for awhile.
And I just can't help but to say "Hello November! Good-bye October!"
October is indeed a short and memorable one.
There's Timho's 22nd birthday BBQ, Salomon X-Trail Run and school!
No idea if its too late to say this, but well "Thank y'all for coming to Timho's birthday BBQ!"
Pardon those crude words said earlier last month.
After much thoughts, I have to say that we are all leading different lives now and there's just no reason why we should be relying on one another as much as before. True friends or not, it really doesn't matter to me now. There's just so many other things for me to concentrate on at this moment and I bet everyone else agrees to that too.
I'm leading a super contented life now. I have one boyfriend, one true friend, one great family and one new classmate! YES! What else can I ask for really? =)
I'm slowly getting used to the work-school lifestyle now. hahahaa! And thanks to Timho, he has lightened my load alot alot. Spending the weekend vetting through my assignment, fetching me from my bus-stop & walk me home after my late night classes & now he's even driving me back home from school. I kept telling Shaun, "He's the sweetest guy I've ever met!" And its true! =)
11/03/2009 10:32:00 AM
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Dreadful. It is yet another school day.
Sigh. Untouched assignments and projects.
DAMN. Will I ever complete those on time hur?
Good-bye September! Welcome October!
I'm still trying very hard to catch up with time.
For the month of October, I needa promise myself to accomplish a few tasks!
Be F-O-C-U-S!
And good gracious! I should really start learning to be more independent now.
And PLEASE... stop listening to anyone's silly advices too much as well.
People might just be commenting for the sake of it... and doesn't really mean it most of the time.
So YUP! If you listen to those stuff... you are as silly as they are!
I know... I know...
The incident passed quite awhile and I shouldnt be talking about it.
But....i just cant help it! it is all in my BLOOOD!
lol. This time, I'm really really pissed!
And if such things comes again from the-same-whoever... I'm so gonna ~!@#$%^&*()_+!
I mean it.
There's just so many different people in this world with ALL kinds of characters.
No matter how long you know them... they might change overnight like as though you don't know them anymore. How scary it is. Well, that's life i guess! But no matter how, at least I'm not one of those who says and do differently. Phew! Lucky me!
Wish me luck at school later! :)
10/01/2009 02:32:00 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
when your life is at your busiest moment, at your highest peak...
you would expect supports from friends and family members.
well... it is also a moment when you have a clear view on who your true friends are and those who are no longer yours...
i'd recently met up with my bestie (JP) for a short dinner. And what surprises me is that the back-to-school kind of feeling sorta returns almost instantly even though we haven't met each other for almost 5 months!
Yes! That's what i would call her a 'bestie' for! All we do is to just talk and update one another... no judging required... just purely giving care and concern for one another...
it is not a necessity for a friend to come out with superb ideas and overwhelming support...
i would rather have pro-longing supports then those marvelous initial stuff that in the end leads to nothing! how disappointing is that hur?
when i truly needed support.... where were you, friend?
9/29/2009 08:56:00 AM
Monday, August 31, 2009
A 1-night tour with old pals at ION Orchard
Last Friday was F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C!!!
The turnout was great! And the people are as fun as ever!
hehh! Really had a great friday to start off the weekend :)
I was some how expecting some "Friday Gals Night-out", and to our surprise, the guys managed to turn up tooo! So with companies like Phoonie, Dayani, my new classmate (shaun) and Timho, we had a big tour around ION ORCHARD! lol.
The shopping was great~ And we had lotsa fun queuing up for the "Famous Japanese Ramen Restaurant" (can't seems to recall the exact restaurant name tho -_-)
Phoonie feeling excited over her bowl of ramen.. yum yumm! LOL.
The satisfied look on his face tells it all! P.S. Dayani loves pregnant fishes -__- yum yumm...
(more pics are with Phoonieee.... )
P.S. Phoonie: Please start bloggginggg!!! lol.
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oh! I've been wanting to upload the photos taken in one of my photoshoot.
lol. was asked to be part of some 'membership programme' cover peeps.
hahahaa! but the end result looks like wow!
here's a juice of it. the printings will be out islandwide in early september! :)
woohoo!
(The End)
8/31/2009 11:24:00 PM
